Friday, September 19, 2008

hmm, where shuld i start frm


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i went up the plane with excitedness.
went back sg with sadness.

when things we avoid turns into reality .
when life is so fragile u can nvr ever imagine
when you turn into regret .

reach hm ard 1pm.
cab dwn to woodland to find my cousin at 3
and they drive mi str8 to msia.
my tears started to drip, & i began choking on my words contionous
upon arrival, hatin the scene.
i almost faint. i cried my lungs out,
huggin my precious lilsis my beloved mom
who cry so bitterly upon my arrival.
pray so hard, seen the coffin which i whuld nvr imagine.
my memories turn back into time, flashing thru .
i began to tear even more .

he died on 15sept,
& im still in thailand.
why? no plane the last min. i cried so hard
in the hotel. so hard. so hardd..........

the one whu is dearest to me .
the one whu brought mi up .
the one whu support mi finanically
to mi n my mom.
the one whu joke with us.
the one ...................
whom we love n missed by us.


no one could ever imagine
the one whu is dearest den my real blood dad.
has gone somewhr, so far tht i duno wad i can say to him anymroe .

i duno hw to continue this page .



when time can turn back.
when we still wont regret .


pls treasure the time with loves ones.