Wednesday, May 6, 2009

its been so long since e feeling gone. It came back suddenly.

Its makes me want to give up everything and go away.
i am so sick already. Almost dying on e edge.

Felt so regret of everything i 've done. Everything almost everything. If time could turn i will not let myself get into this stupidlity decision and end my life.
Feel like dying already. This is not my life. . Omg. Zzz.

Almost everyday his been sleeping since he got back home den after dinner.like 7plus Boom! Into his deep sleep. Almost everyday he sleep throughout his life. And den he goes to work his life is the same and den i'm watching tv almost everyday. So sick of this life . Sick of him. Everyone in this family. I feel like slaughter him now. I totally regret everything . I got so much to rant . I think if you were me you will only know how i feel. Once you were so carefree, now pathetically so tied down. I'm so draining now. Marriage is such a disaster. Totally. I hope he sees this. See how i totally regret of everything. Fuck all of you & go to hell. Ass